so long to the holidays

and everything we have made,
here.
our love and our hate,
on our fists and on our chests.
blank walls and empty rooms,
leaving early,
what else could EYE DO-
push & pull,
and running,
forever.
resting while i can find the
time, or in this CASE_ minD.
drifting through
questions with only
clues and no SENSE
of the absolute,
but the overbearing,
sense that such exists,
at,
all.

i have no idea what i am doing,
but no more hiding,
and no more dissolving,
the earth is rising,
the universe is calling,
and my palms are shaking,
for all of this ENERGY,
engulfing.

stay tuned,
and keep them eyes PEELED,
the care is not gone,
just buried,
and i am not digging,
only, slipping through.

so long, house of many noises and sounds,
so long, neighborhood of lost and found,
this lesson has been long and dark,
and in attempt to shine on,
move on,
this ones on me.
good bye for now,
rhapsody.

ill all ways remember
this chapter



and our LO
VE